Tuesday, June 30, 2015

Integration: of one (mine)language gradually into another but unsystematically; would doubtless be one method or way of ex-
panding the research area. Extend possibility and execution...But after twentyfive this process is slow and patchy,,,

Late influences are many and manifold in my case. Met frequently in my
unbelievably short career stint I've had as a writer...Speaking of proverbial subjects,several of the more obvious I encountered only after my 24th and 25thyear. Up til then it was a different story,influenced by aspirations more local and parochial...Even the inspirational side then was of another nature...
(from the Eighties file.)

Bit by bit backbiting majestic 

The size of our paperwork menus...

A Co-op propaganda in circulation
 around a campfire

Have yourself a glass of beer or even wine, complete temperence
I think goes too far. The editorialist in me,and one rather short on 
talent I"d add...

Signatory sentences?

A bewildering folk,the decent poor...

Front and center quiz masters...

On those backroads we broke a lot of rules,underage drinking happened...Dangerous play.

Even my best,properly done work from a stylistic side,has a drawback or two,probably several...And you usually realize when you've gone beyond the realm of possibility,at least for you. Numbers for example will provide a  sample of my retarded capacity...

 

Sunday, June 28, 2015

Futuristic: ensues?

  DNA tracking: one of the latest technics in crimestopping...

People bring up crime stalking too...

      rational swings,when skills operate at some level of accomplishment...

       Skipping the ought and all semblance of duty,a line screening for the interrupted scheme while dodging the critics...

Saturday, June 27, 2015

More Nineties file: possibly mixed dates...

Words drop suddenly into a conversation; and the evening takes a gradual turn,a detour. Mysterious
detours but I imagine the 2nd Lady to X spoke in recent interview with the 1st Lady to X...In front of a media holding insufficient credentials,producing inconclusive descriptions. Blunt endings. And I didn't expect to score on this one,as it rewinds one last time... Unhappy medium...

October 4th 1997...
   Earthquakes in Italy again! Is that famous church still under immediate threat? The entire building,with interior artwork invaluable...(destructive nature)

  Listen at top of the hour,you should be able to put together a list of nearly everything of  topical interest for that or this day...But then one sees pronto where this thinking goes,or leads...Instead of further developments you receive a meaning of feature film in a minium slant.

Drove over to the Coffee gedunk,before 7AM; daylight has emerged,(now). I've got the NPR station tuned in: a story about the Croatian crisis...(rough).

                                            The person who comes to a decision with reflecting diagnosis...
                           Deep in
                              suburb
                           of Apple Valley
                             willing a deportment
                            of decent sounding percentages
                                      in senso-abstracto
                                  for freaking in parkinglot...

Monday, June 22, 2015

More from the nineties file:
    Despite other hopes,the next step must return to those efforts which involve hauling out the olde-drawingboard...To assume sophistication here would be crazy: it isn't there at all,it is lacking; in what I refer to as real perception,there doesn't appear to be found a valuable vista...

Tomorrow a Frozenload perhaps,one of those so and so's ...
                    Incommodieuse  untouchable and stupendously daft...
                a snazzy onslaught,conscious altering...Clings on too The
                meaning cannot be given away in words. An example of an
                unquestionably superficial shine on the surface...

                   Really do you need to believe in romance,upon reflection?
                After five or ten minutes you throw down the philsophic
                instrument...As spoken of in the sixties: it is a drag.

                    TV stuff: (and pretty obscure too) The History channel 
                 produces and broadcasts a strange brew,I fear The ticktock
                 that I hear gives a weird idea; I think this Disney stuff 
                 has been around the block before,somehow. Now it becomes
                 a trifle insipid...

                     Are you quite satisfied? I can't resist adding: fuck no,I am
                  dissatisfied,for this inflationary process keeps on going...
                  Comings&Goings...

                      Inspite of my irrational eruptions inside the trailer,on the
                   job unloading,I'm fundamentally alright later on,which
                   means that I do write,and shall continue despite the grim
                   features illustrated by the output...

                     So naturally I head for the once-over,disregarding the
                   bottlenecks. Simple isn't it? An alien aspect in the mean
                   time kernalizes itself,creates a hull which appears to be
                   a chancy membrane...

                      The feeling of severe limitation grows and spreads,a
                   restless achiever,a pure crank,obviously would like to 
                   feel a bit of comfort in his biodegradable accomplishments.

                       I surely cannot afford to waste my time worrying and
                    speculating on creeping vanity...  

Tuesday, June 16, 2015

The screen...
   it looks as if our routine has been working on this one.  The meaning has gotten wider for some reason and the first idea that I have no longer represents the door we used in the summertime...Interpositioning of some transparent mesh or seethru fabric...
 Of course we had another somewhat routine visit from the police here, this morning around 6am...This annoying fact has been a reminder of the life-styles in the immediate neighborhood...

Monday, June 8, 2015

More nineties file: Exclusive news about possible ruin...
Going intil simple observations,though the primary plug is a reflex on the point-blank in preposition variation...

What causes those serious delusions,outright trickeries performed by instinctual drives?
We might call in observers,yes that we should do...
   If you give yourself half a chance
to deliver the goods on behalf of out environment...

Doing a number of deeds,whatever the sort,certainly normal ones,nothing extraordinary...

Curious routine of ignoring potential moves toward a set direction,where questions about downbeat
and upbeat address the orchestra...

Climate change as in addition of carbons in outer stratosphere...

On E Wilson's trip to Jamica in February 1969...

To see that I write that the elemination of unnecessary phrase or information, negative beyond necessity...To drop those ponderous sentences cold!

I'll doubtfully attain self-satisfaction but what of that? And perhaps something akin to a tremendous
effort,over say a year,might be in store for me...

 

Sunday, June 7, 2015

A number of years before the nineteen nineties I scribbled the following opinion:  "And then after doing some figuring you realized it would be nearly impossible to make ends meet over the next months...Now that was the time of your life!   May,1982...

Saturday, June 6, 2015

Long words are out of the question and beyond our scope: this has been an operation order since
when?

Video dialectic per one chance too many without handles...

the typewriter for once isn't a part...

Those vowels of my vocabulary usually mess with my spelling in general,which leaves me in a
grammatical quagmire,puts me in dutch,almost in deutsch,,,

Because style receives from me a minium of  attention,I'm best suited for what format? Hard to determine,decide. Wiser to leave such a question out of our interplay.

On board I am for offbeat advertising campaigns,and I'd like to prove this by joining the environmentalist camp...But seriously what do I mean by this observance?

Make your recipes and plans direct,establish invention prior to execution...

While reading you just had to come across suborn again,a word whose meaning I can't 
seem to hold onto...

Today no work,no income but since I overconsumed the booze last night at the Empire,the layoff wasn't so horrible; nevertheless the countdown for the slower weeks upcomng has commenced...

A paperthin opportunity...

Fossils of content though certainly not contentment!

Maybe the time has come to increase territorial superintendence...

 
He was,she told me, a jewel in the cartrunk full of nuts&bolts...

Several nearly formless patterns converging at once;  but you have your
all clear moments too,and this is a fact almost no resistance can defeat,nothing can get around them...

Three dimensionality...

In regard to that letter,Lars,you ought to read it for what it reveals at
its surface. Hardly a simple job...

Everlasting...I used that word in a letter I recently sent to AnnaMarie...

For liquid punishment...

See all the research documents for details...

Okay but in this sentence the Indiana Pacers are what we are thinking about,although NBA excitement has been failing for me (nowadays)...

She really didn't know what she wanted to talk about,or discuss...

I couldn't recall a damn thing after just a few minutes

Putting something off,a postponement thru&thru...

Pleasant consciousness? What does she,what can she mean by this?

Downsizers oh wait downshifting to outsourcing naturally; set down while PBStv shows the Mexican war...

A little gnostic practise: to view the male female relationship from my
inward perspective,the situation that exists interiorwise...In my own mind. Confounded to some extent. Yes this does sum everything up...

Something in the room,a recordskip,which leaves an impression...

Heading for the exit,a routine practice,moreover inevitable...Left thereafter with scarcely any subject for which I could supply an encouraging phrase...We've just left a movie palace. Well there it is...

Yesterday as I dozed off my ego turned into a fantastic automobile,heading for the interstate in a methodical fashion...

 
nineties file continued...(while my left eye continues to act up,first the light in slivermoon flashes on the side to this scwiggle-scwooble line...)

outcome
result
conclusion
finale
termination  (1999) y2k... 

mixups rankle the proud?

Normally I wouldn't
bring this into
the freakus-fracus 
so soon...

time was  when an uncluttered mind
ruled the day...(I couldn't stop myself
from getting this on paper)...

I can see the fibbing already,which said isn't the end of the poem
and the autobiography...The mixture and not the mixup...

Screenings but no tests and no video,maybe montevideo but this too seems doubtful..

As it might show up in an ornate movie the kittycat tormented the makebelieve mouse tied to the string's end; wait,a homemovie and only distantly related to the Selfie...(a contribution from 2015,so it is atypical I think,as it shows off a later approach)...

Another atypical observation: Through several years I have held on to the belief that David Strauss changed the worldview of Jesus Christ,but that of course was an instance of a telescopic experience...These occur
on widely spaced grid...

Martinson calls late,informing me of Joy Harjo's  upcoming concert over
at Concordia college...Next monday evening. Interesting because Robyn will have to attend...

You need to start rethinking the sentence,you ought to pare it down to a size that fits all,(occasions).

Rugged are the physical hassles and rigid goes the back,the trunk feels twisted...

Before I committed one tenth of the weekend to the paper on record...
yes getting it on record proved to be difficult,for all at once it got bedtime and that stopped the dictatress in her tracks...

Doing an extramile and a number of other unreasonable triumphs in order to bring off this local code...Decent attempts...

 

Friday, June 5, 2015

The beginning wasn't finished: that guy over by the dumpster I tell you he's busy making money; to tell the truth I've turned a little grumpy,which is actually understandable too..

Here's two more slips:
                         1. Herring or hairing for hearing...
                          2. Prediction turns into production...

the file continues...but most of this record has so far included
material from 1999...A year that I spent a lot of my time writing,though frequently this prose got disconnected...Also it might be a good time to set up another blog...

Early twothousand entries may be encountered...

 
he sez the feral (?) cats took all the pheasants around his home
territory; but for all the likely truth of this claim,you don't find a
thriving population of ringnecks north of Devil's Lake...

A quick,nonfunky or unfunky verbal suite,modeled on soundbite formula...

 

Thursday, June 4, 2015

X number of loony tunes...

the normal consumer lines up the various uses for his monthly income,and so do I...

Of words that come in swarms I suppose you would gladly sign on as free agents...

A true struggle to admit setbacks. (from live action to freeze
frame in his recordbook,now once more set into play,reclaimed as 
a punishment problem. To rip apart the stubborn kernal of selfish
pride...

Aha,the snowfalling in earnest out there upon the southfargo cityscape at four thirty pm...

Let me pretend for an evening that worst is over...

People you see in lines at the mall departmentstore row...

To go at or go for a finery in outbursts of finicky hooplada...

Oh and bust too for a bursting forth of glyphs; and yes,I have 
tried to keep Christmas alive throughout the year...
I want to add this one:  downtorn for downturn...

Squeeky clean...  radical departures for runaways. remnants they appear to be,on the fringes of a well administered territory,almost out
of bounds,yet wellspoken and certainly a part of the society of 1960...Although a teenager...
   16. after could come out sounding oafer...

   17. Road becomes raid...

   18.  Ourbruk for outbreak...

   19.  Triage has replaced garage...

   20.   Dot (.arg) instead of Dot (.org)...

    21.  Maree for marrow...

    22.  Mar stands in for mark,and also mop,as in trademop...

    23.  Catalag in place of catalog...

    24.  Export on occasion comes out expert...

    25.   Audience for ordinance and don't forget ordnance...

    26.   And believe me,praying for paying... (!)

     27.   Flick to flack and then even fleek...

     28.   In some unguarded moment you will hear circus
              used instead of circuit...
      
     29.    Commuter gets spoken in place of computer...

      30.   Include transforms into inclawed,and it really does
              make sense...

       31.  Orange might be twisted a little before turning into
              origin...

        32.  Tob fer tab...

         33.  Espionage snarls into espionarge...

Wednesday, June 3, 2015

from the nineties file: (this would be the first instance of my list of slips promoted to the blog.)

        All I hear and try very hard to jot them down right then and there...
            1.  Number can be numbor...
            2. Plane occasionally becomes plan...
            3.  Fresh versus french...
            4.  Blomb for bomb...
            5.  A strange person might say screw up instead of split up...
             6.  Disgusting can often replace discussing...
            7.   Sank for sang Or vice versa...
             8.   unsurprisingly you will hear sleep with substituted for skate with...
             9.   (a deviation: in the case of ness,maybe this town or city too,a ness;
                    thatta way Lars!)
             10.   firmer then former funnily farmer...
              11.  Judd replaces judge...
              12.   Dixit for Dixon. Really?
               13.   Guide for side: such as guideline instead of sideline...
              14.    Chance at Yale turns into Chaunce!
               15.   An oddity here I believe,but I distinctly overheard firty for
                        forty...

Tuesday, June 2, 2015

A high pitched roosevelt ? Theodore they say...

Bit by bitching bit the backbiting turns majestic...

Sneers have in almost every instance a degrading effect...

Recalling a distant period in our history drinking hardstuff,beer or wine accomplishes virtually nothing...

The quanity of our paperwork forbids a torchlight parade...

Platitudes,draftees in basic training,are moving up front and center...

 
A continuation: nineteen nineties file...

          16th September 1999. On the 17th of March 2013 I went over these sketchy entries.
          Perceptions.reviewed?

          Let's take in hand something like a collection...
          Early afternoon: bought some hunting gear amounting to around 35 dollars. The main purchase,a decoybag,cost nearly 15...

          Regular stuff: the arkansas chicken delivery...Going at it from
a little before six AM. And the big plus,Excel beefload with 466 boxes.
Cases of fresh beef!

           On light sleep you set up afterwards a technical point,or two.
            dreamplay contemplation of the road,its direction before you  
            which must be taken.

            Conceptually picturing a dreamscape; but since it is some 6 to
7 hours later I have a shortage of confidence 

             Transcriptional razzMatazz (eine reise) introducing Razzo of the Catholic trend,still for me this isn't a romanized trend,I write tremblingly...

              Grave doubts have been institutionalized,have been seen,
arisen on the gumbofield...

               By the way do I know about the linguists from Mandt? At which district schoolhouse in the township did they deposit my papers?
Where did the screw ups that I now notice come from? 
               This would be pretty difficult to make straight...
                Spectacular solutions you'd hope to find on a course that had
some original qualities,yet for reasons undiscovered you walked away...
                True appreciation is lost...

                Recriminations (the norm) sorts/types/styles/modes/
              
                A near complete inadequacy of conventional beliefs,the which
flourished onehundred years ago. 

                The first couple of intros in a conversation...
                 genuine puzzles...darned inconsistent motivation,forced interaction,subdued emotional commitment...

                 Delayed impressions: although I use baggage to describe what came in partial combinations afterward,I expect difficulties in communicating this constellation of astrological mumbojumbo...

                  A quick review or survey reveals a lot of simplemindedness,
well that's to be expected from my intellection...
            

Monday, June 1, 2015

back to my nineteen nineties file:

          gladwrap freeze it fast,always exploring the odds on favorite...

          Laws of disposition at work in the chemico fabrikon,a definite analytical method for a strata,so little understood as to be frightening...

          Zuba pants on a slick fab man at the checkout counter; and then
at once i am taken by surprise as a skinny aging beauty goes across my
line of sight. She catches my eye...

           Thinking about Elaine again because she was married to that semi-queer for 25 years! It was bad deal over all. And now of course we are having this renewed,very public debate (again).

            Elaine doesn't want to be hurt by further relationships...Natural enough too. (I have been listening to her with a sharper attention)

            More cross referencing i hear calling me...

             In considerable stretch of my imagination at the playground i
imagined the children's chattery noise to be prattle and then plauderei
instead...

             The reputation of the University of Minnesota has been tarnished recently; so it is reported; allegations have led to point of criminal activity...

              June 1999...

              Hugely preoccupied and a little panic-oriented,i'm fairly stable and can say losing it cannot be a problem...

               You can't really blame yourself for wanting to be with Fedotova...