More Nineties File: dialing down,and diving into a crazy quilt,
though it appears I shall forgo exploring terrain beyond the
old prairie and grassland,maybe a ruined prairie...

Out of sight prompts: don't I suspect my overplaying,overdoing
some of this? Think rewrite,otherwise the imagination has gone
over the easiest first samplings,those quickest to hand...
Could be all overstatement.
Or after some hours of socalled dullness and impatience,of picking up,restacking an item; and then doing this over by 
handling another...Naturally after three to four hours this
becomes routine...You tire of course...
And I stop and review what I've rapidly written,specific words in
a narrow context,one of commoner pursuits...

A crooked pathway by a pocket lake,one individual decision to rummage a collection of potential refutations of demagogy...

Upstart on my part? Sure,so I guess I should slow it down,reduce
the whackier overpaymentboy in a crucial move...

                     *****

6th September 1991: For a scarcity of facts I realize little is
actually known,understood...A ration of luck would helpfully assist in this instance,for an unmemorable performance of distracted and disabling ego focus,a sensible lack of attention and concentration...But I have distinctly noticed,seen plenty;
in the changing status of metaphysical habitat,and the physical gymnastics necessary to dimensionalise...( thanks to a local
habit of mine) 
  
 The dangers of folly by writing tolerable lines...Through hectic
neighborhood soilbank...wisest of acres!

Nineties file,continued:

  Monday October 13th 1997
With the$40.00 from TBI I'll bring my account upover
the $150mark,which is reassuring,plainly. But for a
moment only. Enter another subject! Please find
some other topic to screw around with.

Unhinging, separating, unloosening, breaking apart.
All of the above in a picture of relation...
I should have taken on the Totino's load this AM? 
I chose to go into the Meatroom,a better organized
department...It went pretty smooth (back-there?)
Which leads me to admit I'm a little lazy,Once again...

Geisteswissenshaft if you don't mind...Whole 
Sabbaticals are spent in industrious study of the
IN&OUTS of the frauds all over the Intelligentsia,
clownish as it may sound,crazy as it must appear.
These are investigations proceeding daily,an appalling 
routine...
(I finish this by adding oh sure,give me a break...

The word Courtship,which hasn't come up often recently,
jumped off the page this afternoon as I fluttered the pages
of guermantes way...