forced to use words but that is a good thing,(as they say)
Relaxation an unthinkable...of course this is phrase from something
I wrote in the nineties,before Jeanette died, (in the nursinghome) 
At a time when her Alzheimer's only got worse,a steady worsening,
from a distance even this is a wretched sentence..

Belated: the eclipse of the moon,sometime past by now,I saw through
my southwindow...It genuinely appeared unusual...I don't believe I had
seen that color in the moon before; I had a good position from which
to view this event.

Haven't accomplished a thing today,the only story told of earnings for the morning...Another thing that contributes little to this problematic.
Maybe doing some actual research will bring about some better resolution on the point... I say,wandering off the point...Work of some
kind is necessary,but an overemphasis on it suffers the point...

Hang on and demonstrate a realistic plot-line Anyway that is four a clock survey...

Joel and Gordy stopped in on their way out of town...Went over to JL's
Beers for a hamburger. Gordy paid the bill... 

you might not catch the date,but this would make the
effect of it sounder;for on whose account will it satisfy?
Drawing up we found ourselves wishfully imagining an
old city,going back to the sixteenhundreds; this locale
points to the Southwest,and my exposure there did not
exceed 5 months,an impression was stamped (all the same).
Otherwise Europe comes into the lead and this really is
an unknown quanity. 
This looks like something slated for our approval...Endorse-
ment follows (soonafter)
Something studied three or four times doesn't alter the
original fantasy but intensifies it...The important lesson 
must serve to promote our right-on while staying put...
Room for this status is definitely available; and we would
do ourselves a favor by occupying the space. 
A note written shortly after midnight on the 26th,but the
month and year were unmentioned...

Notes on a Newyork Review of Books article...
  The Hague Convention in 1899: Nations to abstain from
employing gas...(have I got this right)?
   And by the Armistice in 1918 some 560,000 fell victim to
gas...  (just leave out the stuff you don't want)
   A real struggle to comply,yes of course and everybody
wishes to make a connection here...
   Now try to budget okay? Make a genuine effort to avoid
getting smart...

   Little words,the ones you prefer,and inject because 
you've introduced them over&over,processed them
moreover...For example:
                                    1. voluble (?)
                                     2. score  (to obtain)
                                     3. renegade 
                                     4. snoring (remember the norwegisher 
                                                       snoren)
                                     5. normal  (about protest naturally)